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this is the first article of my blog. 2 years ago i had this idea of making a confessional forum, where it would use an epheremal in-memory database and be hosted on tor and people would write secrets to be heard by other people while still being protected by their anonymity. i never had the motivation to finish it, so instead i made this blog. it will be my own confessional, or like some sort of "teen diary" lmao.
articles wont follow any "essay" structure and thats by design. they'll be my thoughts, unstructured, as i just wanted a place to write things and forget about it, its not meant to be really scrutinized by other people
im wololo. idk what to say about myself. i write stuff, i run stuff, i build stuff, i destroy stuff.
NOTE:i feel like this is something i should say, as it impacts me so it also impacts my work. i dont know since when, but ive been feeling this way for too long and it's pissing me off. i dont feel like i exist for something anymore, every day its the same thing its boring me. i wake up, i go to school, then work, i eat, consume media and go sleep. i dont even expect tomorrow anymore, i don't care about whats going to happen in the future, i just want the day to end without even wanting tomorrow to come. basically tldr: fuck human life and if you ever hear about me doing something controversial, or something you deem that isnt right, know that it was the only way to make me feel thrilled